Friday, February 03, 2006


I have moved to:

I just can't keep up with 2 pages and my space is better! :) See ya there!

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

I Want Some!!!

When God says that we should treat our bodies as temples, what EXACTLY does that mean? My frame of mind has always been that we should be happy with what God has given us and treat our bodies with respect, be healthy, put good healthy things in our bodies. it wrong to alter our bodies in any way? Such as putting tattoo's on them or enhancing our chests..... A friend of mine kind of changed my view on how we should treat our bodies. She says that our bodies are just a shell, it's not really us, our soul is what makes up who we are, therefore it is ok to alter our bodies if it will help our self esteem and make us feel good about ourselves. I can't decide if I agree with her because that's the answer I want to hear or if she is truly right. Does anybody really know what exactly is right and wrong?????

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Ho's R Us!

I'm gonna have to say that I think I get paid too much for what I do! I mean, I'm not complaining, but this job is so much more less stressful than that hell hole was and I get paid more! I do feel like I need more responsibilities now though. Oh well......... So, I'm getting ready to retire the eclipse! It's sad I know.......but Little Miss Direction isn't getting any smaller and now that I'm married again, we have sort of outgrown the little sports car. I might cry when I give it up, but on the other hand I'm feeling a little excited about it. The plan is to get a Nissan Pathfinder, or something along those lines. That will be a huge change from my little car.

My best friend is driving me nuts lately! I really hate to sit back and watch someone (who is really too old to be acting this way) turn themselves into a slut! It's really sad when somebody has really low self esteem and they don't even realize it. I think that's the case with most conceited people. I am no longer allowed to give my opinion on the "dating" status of her life because apparantely I disapprove of every single guy she "dates" (if you can call sleeping around dating!) because I want her to remain single forever. I'm not quite sure why I want her to remain single and didn't even realize that's what I was trying to do.........but's amazing how you can love somebody to death, but almost hate them at the same something wrong with this picture or what? So now, you lucky internet, you get to hear all about my frustrations because I certainly can't hold that shit in! I'll explode!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Show Night!

It's show night!!!!! Up until yesterday at 5:00 it was supposed to be at TPAC, which is extremely exciting for us........but due to some unpaid bills or something like that, it will now be at the Sheraton directly across the street from TPAC. The show starts at 6:00 and admission is free. It's for some hearing impaired group, they offer free hearing tests and free entertainment. There will be a comedian, who I have seen before and is really good. Then........da da da daaaaaaaaaa.........Lonny Divine!!!!!!!!!!!! I will also be performing my vanishing bandana trick and then I get to jump into a 40's ho costume and help out Big Daddy Cool! Should be a very exciting night!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Who's Naked????

Divine and I went and saw King Kong last night. It was quite intense and emotional and very long! Over 3 hours! It was a great movie though! They did a great job with the effects. I think I even dreamt last night that I was all cozy in King Kong's hand. hehe

I don't really think that it's very smart to send and ex-boyfriend who is fighting the war in Iraq, a CD of naked pictures of myself! Can you just imagine what would happen if that got into the wrong hands??????? hahahahahha That shit could be all over the internet for the world to see!!!! I sure am glad I'm not the one who decided to do that!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Do All Middle Children Have Issues?

We're sitting at our weekly dinner at the parents house....all attention is focused on the little sister as she talks about the surgery's that she saw this week for the first time ever....oh!...everyone is sooooo proud of her! The parents turn to ask me if I am finished with school yet. My reply....."ummm, well.....sort of. I decided not to do my last speech, but I might still pass the class" Dad puts his hand on his bald nodding head and walks out of the room in disappointment. Yes....this was my night last night! I like to blame situations like this for all of my issues. We can't all be perfect little studious dorks! :)

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I Know, It's Been Awhile

I've been thinking about this little blog lately and I realize I have neglected it. I've just been so busy learning all of this new stuff at my new job that I haven't had much time to goof off. But boss has gone out of town and left me with nothing to do! Should be a nice relaxing day! So......I still love the new job! With Christmas just around the corner we have been busy as hell with parties and shopping and of course magic shows in between all of that. It seems the older we get, the more busy our lives get. How does that happen?