Cloud has Gone to Heaven

The time has finally come.......Divine's 23 (or somewhere in that range) year old cat died yesterday, right in his arms! How sad is that??????? I wasn't there, so I did not witness all of the emotions. I'm not sure if I could have handled watching her die in his arms like that! He had such a strong connection with her. But, it was time for her to go to heaven and be happy again.

Well, I have been on several interviews now and I keep having the very bad luck of having to interview with women and for some reason, they just don't freakin like me! What in the hell did I ever do to those bitches????????? So many women have some serious self esteem issues, and I'm not excluding myself from that group at all, but damn, these bitches are fucking with my life here! Suck it up and fucking hire me damnit! How long can this process take??????

So, I did my first speech last week for school and my speech was on ghosts & spirits (same thing, I know). I thought it would be a great subject with Halloween around the corner. But some of the things that I found out in my research have really bothered me! I've even been having dreams about ghosts lately! I found out that we can contact spirits, even though we're not supposed to according to the Bible, but we cannot contact the good spirits or the angels as they are otherwise called. It is true that we can contact spirits through the ouija board and through tarrot cards or mediums, but it's evil spirits that come through and they get to know the good spirits so well that they can imitate them so well that we think we are actually talking to our loved ones (unless they actually are the evil spirits). I know you people probably think I'm crazy, but the Bible does speak of spirits being all around us. I just wonder if they can contact us without us even trying to contact them? My best friend thinks that can talk to her brother who passed away about a year and a half ago and it scares the hell out of me to think that she could be that close to messing with a bad spirit! Ok, call my psycho now, but they're here.......all around us, if you can handle it or not!